Drinking booze at 13
( and loving the illegal’s),
what a physical thrill to instill.
a sleep managed by man.
the doctor’s guess as good as mine.
Lithium, Depakote, Tegretol,
am I rock steady yet?
Serequel, Zyprexa, Risperadol,
I’m 400lbs. but I’m not hallucinating.
Methadone, Morphine, Oxy,
opiates that increase the pain, mental.
I’ve taken more meds than this in my lifetime.
I’m still insane and searching for the right feeling of fine.